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Thoughts from a broken mind

3.10.2012 8:13am **Weight loss / Journal Post**

Well it’s Saturday and I woke up and the first thought on my mind was that it is my weekly weight in day, I was nerves and had all the dough about if I was pushing myself hard enough this week.  Cough I have eaten better, what did I eat that was not good. So then I got on my Saturday weigh in cloths, I wear the same thing every time so that I know the lost weight if any is from fat not a difference in my shoes weight or short etc.

I lost 5.5 pounds since his last weigh-in 3.3.2012! And the total lost 62.9 pounds so far.

Which put a small smile on my face? :)

But I have been really thinking about why I can’t be happy about all the weight I have lost so far, every time I see that I lost weight the first thought the goes through my mind is not good enough.  I have lost 62.9pounds in about 7 months and my mind say that should be 70 or 80 pounds.  I think it has to do with my worry that one slip up and I am back to the beginning.  That one depressive or psychotic episode could set me back being they usually last weeks.

The question I am facing is how do I retrain my brain to enjoy my victories in life?

Mike G


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