Thoughts from a broken mind
Well Its December 31st 2011 and I am thinking to the new year hopeing it will be better but thinking it will not be.
I think this year (2011) was mostly wasted inside of the house hiding from my issues and not facing them after last year (2010) I dealt with so much. But in 2012 I want to do more then just survive in my house waiting for the end of my world, I would like to live just a little bit. Am I ready for this enough I do not know, will the world as a whole stay stable enough I do not know. But will I try, yes I will somehow.
Dinner break 4pm
Well with the goal of being healthier I just ate my last piece of pizza & Italian hoagie till at least June when the weather is good enough for me to walk many miles to burn off the O so good pizza..
I am writhing my goals down because I plan on updating this every three months as to where I am at with my goals. And what changes I have made to them as 2012 gets shorter and shorter.
My goals for 2012 are:Lose more weight about a 100 pounds would make me happy. Get a car Get a closer relationship, even if it it with someone I don’t know yet. Get back to work even if part time. Deal with my December issues so that I can have a good one next year. Be more power unrepentant ie more batteries and solar panels. Get out side more