Being a parent with mental health diagnosis

I am fearful of not getting things right. I am told a thousand times a day that I am not good enought to do anything I am doing at that moment..And I am fearful that the voices in my head are right about that. And most of all I am fearful that I am screwing…

Journal ~ Eating a way to end my life.

                                                                                                      7:37am 7/11/2014 I have gained back 5 pounds a month for the last 4 months. My highest weight was 450ponds and I went all the way down to 290 pounds. But since I stoped burning myself regularly to coup with the worthlessness I feel I have been eating more and more. I know my…

Journal ~ broken, feeling of.

June 30th 2014  1:39am A mother’s family A father’s family Even a stepfather’s family And might out of all them people I have two people that gives a carp about me.  That would out of the blue just call or stop by to ask how am I. Or respond if I really needed something.  Yes…

Wellbutrin XL / Latuda journal (week One)

3/16/14 2:14am – Feeling not so tired / down. Did a lot this weekend with my daughter and a friend and her kid. – so only three days into taking the antidepressant. I feel less sad, less down. All the thoughts are still there. All the doubts are still here too. I dont kbow what…